Post Pregnancy Phat-ness

I need to get going on my workouts.. I am going to be posting up my measurements soon with me in a not so pretty picture...
I don't really care about my weight, I know I will probably stay the same because I will be doing the 30 day shred with weights, so I will probably not lose weight but hopefully inches.

I heard I could lose 2 pant sizes in 30 days.. which would be good because in my stomach I am about 3 pants size's from fitting into my pre-pregnancy pants, and to be honest with you I was sort of out of shape when I got pregnant.

so here is to making a vow, that once my new work out video comes in.. I will post a flabby picture of myself with measurements and then will write everyday about my experience and 30 days from that point, I will post a before and after picture with my new stats.
At this point I am not going to adjust my eating, just yet.
good night :0)

hmmppfff

I am feeling overwhelmed with one of my classes right now. I have to write a paper and have it turned in by Sunday , plus read 3 very long chapters and prepare for my 2nd to last test. I can't give up now because my GPA is awesome, and I am so close to turning in my application for the Physical Therapy program.
I am also my own worst critic. I feel like I can't keep the house up, I don't give my kids enough attention or the right attention, I feel that most of the stress in my life is my own doing and I just want to exhale already.
You know how there is those moment's you wish you could go back and make different decisions for yourself. Well I would of finished school and got my degree before having children. Honestly I think I would of waited till 30 to have my children as well. The way I look and feel about this last one is so different than I did when I was 20 and 22. I do not regret having my kids.. I would never do that. I just wish I could of made better decisions so I could provide for them, the way I feel I should.
I sometimes have to remember that one poem to put my thoughts back in to perspective:
My home is filled with toys, has fingerprints on everything & is never quiet. My hair is usually a mess, no makeup on & I'm always tired, but there is always love & laughter here. In 20 years my children won't remember the house or my hair but they will remember the time we spent together & the love they felt.
I hope one day my kids do look back and remember me as someone that loved them and not someone whose nose was stuck in a textbook all the time.

head cold

It has been 3 months since Memphis was born. My insurance has ran out and since I quit working to stay at home with the baby I can't afford to buy my prenatals. So lucky me, has been coming down with every virus that comes across my path.
My nose has finally quit running but the sinus head ache is kicking my butt. It is 11pm, I am getting ready to log off and go to sleep for the night, but before I do I need to rinse the diapers one more time and then throw them in the dryer so I am ready to go in the morning.
I have a busy week ahead of me, from dentist appointments to college classes and I am hoping this head ache of mine gives in.